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Posted by on 2015/03/23 under Uncategorized

Hey, you. Yeah, you reading this. I hope you have a non s***ty day, filled with some hope and life. I should be asleep since I have school but oh f***ing well. I know life can be confusing, painful and a straight out b****, but keep your head up. I know, I know you’ve heard it a million times. It just sounds old and robotic now, but it will be okay. I can’t promise you that it’ll be okay today or tomorrow or in a week. I can’t promise you’ll be okay in a year but it will f***ing get better. I’m going to back to the usual saying now, life is filled with hardships. Yes, we have to accept things we don’t want to but they make you the strong person you are today. We all go through our own personal hell in life and with those battles you learn. You learn from mistakes, you grow with knowledge and experience. S*** happens man. Remember EVERYONE has experienced some form of pain. We all go through it because that’s life. Life is that b**** who will shove you in the dirt beating the absolute life out of you, but then will pull you up dusting you off. It’s sort of a contradiction. You’re never alone because somewhere in the crazy, harsh yet beautiful world someone cares. Yes, people actually care. I care. I may not know who the hell you are but I will be f***ing damned to not help you when you need it. Also, you can’t expect people to know your pain, you hand to express it. It’s scary and strange but relieving. Trust me, I thought it was better to bottle it up and shove it away but it made it worse. I talked about it and when I did a weight lifted off of my chest. You’re not weak if you let your walls down, I thought it was weak too. It’s okay to cry, scream and throw things. Hell, I would be lying if I said I never wanted to f***ing throw something across the room. We all cope different ways and I’m not going to tell you if it’s right or wrong because I have no right to judge you. I don’t give a s*** if you smoke or drink your problems away. If you have sexual intercourse to override the emotions that’s your decision. If you cut your problems away, I’m no one to judge because I’ve done that one. I can’t judge you on what eases your mind. It may not be healthy but it’s YOUR decision to choose whether to stop or continue. I don’t want anyone to die, it’s the last thing I want. So please put it down. Rest your eyes darling because you are worth way more then that. You deserve so much more then the s*** you’re going through. Excuse my rambling, I’m tired. Just please for one night, stop and let it all go.

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